Wednesday, October 18, 2006

One in a Trillion

My Friend Joe said to me, "you should title your blog 'One in a Trillion' because your more rare than One in a Million", in the case of the United States it would need to be 300 Million according to the Census.
He said this to me as we were discussing a trip he might take to Vegas soon as a birthday present to himself. I told him to hit up a classy gentleman's Club while he was down there. I have heard from others they are the best around. For some reason guys don't think that girls are too fond of strip clubs. I think they are great and I enjoy going and getting the attention. I also admire the women who are confident and sexy in their skin to share it. I don't think it as a sleazy thing, and I don't swing that way either. I find it odd that most men think it is cool that I enjoy them, Im not jealous is that why?
So I ponder the thought that I am more rare than One in a Trillion. Is it rare for me to be a single mom who is successfully staying a float financially? That I can run my house, tend to meals, homework, kids and be successful at work too? There isn't a choice for me not to, there isn't a choice for me to pass responsibility onto someone else, because there isn't someone to pass it on to. Im not going to let my world, life and home fall apart because I don't have someone to pick up the slack. I don't do well with failure. I have had enough failure in my life that it isn't about to happen just because I am dubbed "single mom".
Is it my personality that makes me rare? My friendly, understanding personality. The sense of humor that I carry with heavy sarcasm? My love of Football, beer, foul language and Cops?
*WARNING* still very high maintenance... I wont go outside without looking cute. I get my hair done religiously, buy expensive name brand makeup. Stylish clothing (even the boys have to match every morning) I don't like wet towel's anywhere but the hamper, especially not on the bed! I do my own French manicure on my hands and toes every 2 to 3 days. I buy a Triple Venti Non-fat, No Whip White Chocolate Mocha from starbucks every morning (Jealous Cory?).
My point is I am just like a Trillion other people out there, each a little different in their own way, I feel I am destined for more, but as far as I go... Im still regular, like everyone else.
I do appreciate the compliment Joe, you are always sweet and kind to me.

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